Adulthood Life.

Here I come with a quarter-life crisis and many questions are popping up to my mind about life, graduate, jobs, thesis, boyfriend, family, and many more. As I come through this journey, in this stage of life I faced huge insecurity. Realizing myself is no longer that teenager that able to spend my 24/7 to chill nor to have fun. I have a huge plan to execute inside my mind. Then many more questions from my inner souls just come up and it goes along with the “what if questions”. 
What if I fail to reach what I expect?

What if I will be the only one who cants survive?

What if my fate ends up useless?

What if…….

What if ……..

What if ………

And many more.

I tried to do some projections towards my future and what is my life vision for the next five years. I highly hope it will work someday. I am sure that a final year student like me has experienced this mixed feeling. There is a lot of millennial like me has started their startup and some of them already become the founder (CEO). Dang, that’s cool and awesome. However, I do believe in my pathways and try not comparing myself to them. The thing that I currently learn is to keep improving myself. Last time I read a book of 7 habits of highly effective people. One of the values is Think win-win that indicates that we need to share the value to gain a mutual benefit. Also, it is important to see this world as a cooperative arena instead of a competitive one. Therefore, by enhancing the strategic of “think win-win” we can gain more perspective and collaborate.